"Our Lives Will Never Be The Same" -#2

Emily p.o.v continue...

* Late that night at our room *
 Lying in my brand new bed - also comfortable - thinking of what happened today and realizing how lucky i am for being here to follow my dream. Now, i had nothing to be scared, he wont hurt me. I'm save here and i will get what i want. Still exited to meet Harry and Louis. They seem to be great guys and great friends too.
-Hey! Emily, are you awake? - Kim whispered
-Yes i am. I can't sleep. - I replied
-Me neither... I think we should go for a walk or something? - She said jumping out of her bed and dressing her jacket.
-Great idea, cause i'm suffocating inside of this four walls. - I said getting up from my bed and dressing my jack wills hoodie.
- Maybe we find Louis and Harry out there...- She said.
-Um.. I don't know... Maybe they are sleeping now, it's late...- I said making my way to the door and opening it and i saw Harry and Louis standing in front of us.
-Oh! Hi! - Kim said.
-What are you guys doing in girls dorm? - I asked. Yes, because boys have they own dorms and girls have their owns too. Girls and boys are separated by the  stairs that lead on one way to girls dorm and boys dorm.
-Oh, we were just tired of being in bed so we decided to see if you were awake...- Said Louis looking for Kim.
-Huh, good answer but it didn't convince me at all. -I said laughing.
-Do you want to go for a walk?- Harry asked. He seemed that he was asking it only for me, but i didn't answer.
-Yes we were talking about that a few minutes ago before you show up.- Said Kim
-I'm hungry ... - Said Louis. - Are you girls hungry?
-Yeah a little bit. We could go to the cafeteria grab some food and then we go to somewhere else if you want...- I said.
-Okay.- Harry said.
-Sounds great. Okay, you two go to the library and me and Louis go to grab some food..- Kim said.
-Ermm... Okay. We'll meet you there.- I said as Kim and Louis turned around to go to the cafeteria.
(Okay, Emily, control yourself, he wont hurt you.)
As we made our way to the library, i wanted that that awkward silence disappeared, and i want him to begin the conversation, but i decided to do that...
-Do they allow us to go to the library ? Like.. At night?
-Yes. The library doesn't have a close time. It's always open for us.- He said smiling and i almost got lost in his green eyes... NO! Focus ! You are here to study! Not to have a boyfriend!
-That ... That sounds great! Due to the fact that i love to have a little time to think alone, you know..
-I completely understand you.- He said.
-So how long are you here?- I asked curious.
-I'm here for about two years, and Louis is here since last year.
-Oh okay. What are you studying?
-I'm studying music now, but when i got here i was studying law.
-Why you decided to change? Law is great...- I said haven't no idea what i was talking about...
-Because i always loved to sing and i wanted to learn more.
-Ermm ... Speaking of music... Do you know if they have a piano here?- I asked.
-I think they have... Come, let me show you.- He said grabbing my hand a leading me to a particular place that i didn't knew before. I guess it was where the music students study, cos the walls were decorated with notes, some sheets from the most famous artists, like Beethoven.
- Here we are.- He said opening the door for me.
-Thanks.- I said. The room was huge. The windows were opened so the light of the moon were brighting the room. It had lots of instruments on the floor, cheerleaders' clothes and ballet clothes.  Looking around i noticed a grand piano at the bottom of the room standing in front of a big mirror - I guess this room was used for ballet dancers before. Walking towards the grand piano, the light that were iluminating the room it was slowly desapearing but we could see perfectly.
- I think the sound is good, cos they clean it every month for what i've heard. - Harry said walking towards me.
- Let me see . - I said sitting on a seat that was in front of the piano and started to play a song that i had written a couple years ago. It was quite strange playing for a guy that i only knew for a day, because i never played for a person before. I used to play alone in my room. But he seemed to like what i was playing. Once i was close to the chorus he sits on the same seat that i was seated. I looked at him through the mirror and a focus of light was heating his eyes, green as the emerald green. It was hipnotizing me and i was slowly getting lost in his eyes.
-What's wrong ? - He asked when i stopped to play.
- Am... Nothing... - I said standing up and passing my hands through my hair as a signal of nervousism. - You were right, the sound it great.
-I said it. You play beautifully. - He said smilling.
-Thanks...- I replied.
- You should really teach me how to play...- He said standing up.
-It's not difficult... You have to feel the music...- I said. - I think we should go, they must be looking for us.- I said.
- Yeah we should go. - He said. (See.. he didn't hurt you. You have to forget the past and live the present. Maybe he will like you and if you lived with that fear, you'll never be happy. Wait... Why am i talking to myself... I am only here to learn music, not to fall in love with him... No, it wont happend...)
As we were walking in the empty corridors, a blond girl, taller then me but smaller then Harry was walking towards us. Guess she must be Harry's girlfriend, 'cause she was smilling at him and calling him "babe" .
- Harry, babe ! I was looking for you. - She said hugging him and kissing him. (Yep.. I was right, she is Harry's girlfriend.)
- Emma ! What are you doing ? - Harry said pulling her back.
- What's wrong ? We are dating... Don't you remember ?
- No Emma ! We're not dating and don't ever kiss me and hug me again.- (Guess i was wrong ...)
- Come. - He said grabbing my hand and letting Emma alone.
- You really don't waste time ! Soon as a new girl comes here you want to f*** her like you did with me ! - She said. Harry stopped and truned around and walked towards her, and knowing what he was going to do, i stopped him, before he could hit her.
- Harry, stop. She doesn't deserve. - I said with a calm voice in order to tranquilize him. - Let's go.
- You are an idiot ! Oh, and who are you ? His new toy ? - She said
- No, but if you don't stop with this i'll call Mary and ...
- And what ? - She said interrupting me.
- Enough! Emily let's go.- He said.
- Yeah, let's go. - I said turning around and walking towards the exit of the corridor. Emma was still there screamming his name. She must be crazy or something....
- Thank you. - He said
- For what ?
- For stopping me before i hit her...
- That was nothing... But, you're welcome. - I said smilling at him and he replied with a smile too. - Can i ask you something ?
- Yes, sure.
- If you're not dating, then why she said you were dating ?
- That's because i kissed her 2 weeks ago, and since then she is always bothering me.
- Why you kissed her ? - I asked curious
- I was drunk...
- Oh, that explains everything. - I said laughing.
The silence invaded our mouths again as we were walking to go to the library. I wanted to say something, but i didn't had nothing to say... Guess i was hipnotized since the last time he looked at me...
Once we arrived to the library, Kim and Louis were already there, seated in blue confortable chairs, the same chairs that were in the reception room. I have to admite it, this was the most big library i've ever seen... There were so many books... I mean, i know this is a library, but the library that i was used to go in USA, has like 100 books. It is really small compared with this one.
-Hey ! Were have you been? I thought you were supposed to be here... - Kim said when we seated where they were.
- We were at the ballet studio... - I said giving a name to that room.
- Never heard of it..- Louis said
- It's the room where they put the things that they don't use anymore.- Harry explained.
- What you were doing there ? - Kim asked confused.
- There is a piano there, so we went there to see if it works..- I said.
- And does it works ? - Louis asked
- Perfectly. - I said smilling knowing that when i got bored, i know what will distract me.
- Great. Listen, i was talking with Kim, and we could go out tomorrow night... What you think ?- Louis asked.
- Yeah it's a great idea. - Harry said.
- Do you mind if i go look for a book that i want ? - I asked
- No, you can go. - Louis said.
- Okay, i'll be back in a minute.- I said standing up and making my way to the fantasie/horror books. I had a little hope that i'd find here the book that i wanted to read for a long time ago... When i found the theme book i walked looking up and down to see if the book was there. Almost at the end of  the theme, i finally found it. (Thank god i found you ! ) But the problem was: i'm too little to pick up the book. That was too high for me. (Please god, some charitable soul, help me to catch the book ! I don't want to climb up this, i'm not a monkey... )Sudendly, i hear steps. (Oh thank you god !! I love you !! )
-Hey, do you need help ? - A human being said. I think i know that voice...
- Oh! hey, yes... Yes i need help... - I said. And that human being was Harry.
- Which one do you want ?- He asked me looking for the books.
- That one. - I said pointing to the book that i wanted. With only a lifting arm he was able to catch the book that was too high for me.
-There you go. - He said giving me the book and smilling. How can't i avoid his face ? I can't go out blindfolded. I could burned out my reputation with that, and i don't want that.
- Thanks.- I said
We seated on the floor talking about each other, the things that we used to do before we went to the university. What i only wanted now is to not fall in love with him. I know he is the most beautiful guy that i've ever seen, but trust me, i will not fall in love with him.. I am here to study, not to fall in love.


- Created by: Rita ☺

"Our Lifes Will Never Be The Same"- #1

Emily's p.o.v


After all those years dreaming of coming to London to build my own future, here i am with my best friend. This is the most exiting trip we've ever done together, well besides of going to the shopping center with Kim and we had to walk like one hour by our feets because the cab that was supposes to take us home, he refused... Guess why... Cause we had lots of things. Stupid man. I think it's normal a woman buy lots of things in one day. Well, you can totally say that Kim and i are fashion addicted (laugh).
And here we are, at the front door of the New University Of London (aka NUOL). Actually it's quite strange that this university has all the courses, including music and photography (that's what i'll be studying in the next 3 years).
- Kim?
-Yes?
-We. Are. At. NUOL. !! I'm so exited to be here with you! - I said giving her a hug
-N'aww. Me too Em. We are best friends remember?
- Of course i do. I know you since i was 13! Now let's get in.- i said grabbing my baggage and walking with her towards the big yard, green and so full of life that made me feel like i was in heaven. As we made our way to the entrance of the university, i noticed  that the students were not like i imagine... They were, like, smiling at us, and saying " hi" like if they knew us from a long long time. That was cool.
-WOW, look at this! They got the biggest door i've ever seen ! It's so... Big. - Kim said laughing once we enter in this huge recepcionist room.
-Hello girls, welcome to the New University Of London. My name's Mary, i'm the receptionist. You must be the two girls from New York right?
-Thank you, and yes we are. - I said.
- Well as i said before, i'm the receptionist and anything you want, everything you need or any problem just come here. 
- Thanks. -Kim said
- Now, I'm going to give you you're papers where you have to sign it. - She said walking towards the balcony, and we followed her. - Here. - She said putting the papers in front of us and two pens. We sign it, and i walked towards the middle of the room  to look at that beautiful walls, that was printed as blue with some pictures of the best students. I want to be in it some day.
- She was pretty nice isn't she? - Kim asked when she approached me.
- Yes she was.
- Alright, this is our room key, one for you, and one for me. - She said giving me a metalized key with the logo of the university. - Did you know that the rooms have computers, tv and bathrooms?- She said exited.
- Really? Oh, i'll stay here for the rest of my life.- I said exited.
- Oh, look at those two.- She said making me look at the two boys that were coming towards us. One, with a striped t-shirt, brown hair, seemed to be like those cinema actors, like Robert Pattinson, so perfect and fit- but he doesn't sparkle. The other one, with a purple hoodie saying "Jack Wills". He had curly hair, and was so fit, seem like...
- They look like angels...- Kim whispered at my ear.
-Don't delude yourself...- I whispered before they could approach us and hear our whispering talk.
-Hey girls. - The striped t-shirt boy said. - Are you new here?
- Yes we are.- Kim said as i was getting lost in those extremely beautiful green eyes.
- I'm Harry Styles.- He said smiling at me and reaching out to greet me. - I'm Emily Burton and this is my friend Kim Watson.- I said greeting him and pointing at Kim next.
- And i'm Louis Tomlinson.- He said smilling.
- I heard that two girls were coming from New York, are you those two girls?- Louis asked.
- Yes we are. - I said smiling.
- Have you been here before? - Harry asked looking for me.
- No, we haven't. We just arrived now from New York. Long trip.- Kim said.
- Let us introduce the university. - Louis said.
- But we have to put the baggage in our room first. - I said
- Oh, yeah. What is you're room number? - Louis asked.
- It's 34.- Kim replied.
- Okay, so let's put you're baggage in you're room, then we show you the university.- Harry said.
- Okay, let's go then. - I said grabbing my baggage
-Let me help you.- Said Harry taking one of my two baggage from my hands. (What a gentlemen)
-Thanks.- I said smiling.
After not a long walk to our future room, we put our baggage in our room and we went to see the rest, well, not the entire university, but only the most frequented rooms by students. We did a good choice. First when we decided to apply for universities here in England, we had a few that we liked, but we choose this one because a lot of people say great things about it, and we liked it.
Already in the cafeteria i noticed that the people here were very very different from the American people. Here, they were laughing all together and enjoying, but if you were in an American university, you have to chose between four groups: The Cheerleaders, The Nerds, The Non-Popular-People and The Popular People. Of course, me and Kim didn't fit in The Cheerleaders... But here is so different, so communicatively with each other, so... It seems like they were from the same family... Which was cool.
They introduced us the library and the huge living room that the uni had. They had like televisions with Playstations, Wii, and all that technological stuff. I guess i'll be enjoying living here for the next following three years.


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"The Love Is Blind"- Chapter 4 (continuação)

Emily's Eye

Finalmente eu consegui dizer o que eu sentia pelo Harry. Agora sim a minha vida vai tornar a ser como eu sempre quiz, ao lado de uma pessoa que eu amo, e que me ama também...
Depois de muitos beijos e caricias, o meu telemovel tocou...
-Sim?- Disse eu.
-Bom dia, daqui fala a Sofia, directora da Blackbird Studios, nós recebemos um email há uns meses atras com umas maquetes suas e gostariamos de falar consigo para discutir-mos uma gravaçao de um cd, pode ser?.
-C...Claro que sim, claro.
-Então pode ser hoje ás 14:30 nos estudios da Blackbird..? Sabe onde é?- Perguntou
-Sim sim sei.
-Então está combinado, hoje ás 14:30. Tenha um bom dia e até já.
-Até já, e obrigada. E a directora da Blackbird Studio desligou. Fixando meu olhar nos olhos do Harry, sem dizer nem uma palavra...
-O que aconteceu??- Perguntou ele confuso.
-Eu. Vou. Gravar. Um. Cd. !!!! - Disse eu a gritar.
-That's awesome! Estou tão contente por ti amor!.- Disse ele dando-me um curto beijo de seguida.
-Sem duvida, este dia vai ficar marcado para o resto da minha vida...- Disse eu.
-O que é que se passa? Ouvi-te gritar lá em baixo...- Disse a Inês.
-Eu explico tudo lá em baixo.-Disse eu levantando-me da cama e indo em direcçao á porta do quarto para ir para a sala com o Harry e com a Inês.
*Já na sala...*
-Guys, please sit here...-Disse eu fazendo com que eles se sentassem todos no sofá e ficando todos á minha frente.
-Eu tenho duas novidades para voçes...-Disse eu olhando para o harry com um sorriso.
-Então quais são as novidades...?- Perguntou a Hannah ansiosa.
-Primeira: Eu e o Harry estamos a namorar...
-Mais um casal cá em casa...
-Eu disse-vos que voçes ainda iam namorar...
-Ficamos muito felizes por voces mate!
-O nosso bromance acabou...-Disse o Louis..
-Nós podemos dividi-lo se quizeres..- Disse eu provocando risada no resto.
-Vá e diz lá qual é a segunda...-Disse o Louis ansioso.
-Eu... Vou.... Gravar um cd!
-Isso é muito bom!!-Disse a Sam
-Only big news today!- Disse o Zayn.
-E quando é que vais?- Perguntou o Niall
-Hoje á tarde vou falar com eles...- Disse eu.
-Então nós vamos contigo e depois vamos festejar. Que tal?- Disse o Louis
-Sim claro. Eu tenho de lá estar as 14:30. Portanto é melhor irmos almoçar para depois irmos.- Disse eu.
-Okay, eu vou encomendar pizzas. - Disse a Lori.
-Está bem.- Disse eu.

'By: Rita'

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"The Love Is Blind"- Chapter 4

Emily's Eye

Ainda meia a dormir, pois tinha ido á casa de banho à dez minutos, acordo definitivamente com o barulho da campainha a tocar. Quando olho para o relógio são 8:30 da manhã; Quem seria a pessoa estúpida que se lembrou de tocar a campainha às 8:30 da manhã?!
Quando reparei bem o Harry não estava no quarto.. Okay, acabei de o chamar estúpido... Ups..
Levantei-me, pois a campainha não parava de tocar, apanhei o cabelo e vesti um casaco que estava em cima da cadeira que era do Harry. Desci as escadas e abri a porta...
-Good Morning sunshine!- Disse ele dando-me um beijo na cara.
-Amm, good morning...-Disse eu um pouco confusa fechando a porta.-Where have you been? It's 8:30 in the morning, you, i mean, we should be sleeping now..- Disse eu seguindo-o me direcção à cozinha.
-Yeah,well i went to bakery  to buy bread..- Disse ele tirando o pão de dentro do saco..- And....
-E....-Disse eu curiosa.
-Nada...-Disse ele escondendo o saco atrás das costas.
-Oh, vá lá, diz lá o que trouxeste mais...-Disse eu
-Hum hum..-Acenou ele negativamente.
-Pleasee!!- Implorei eu.
-Vem cá ver..-Disse ele a sorrir.
-O que tens ai atrás...?
-Não te vou dizer enquanto não vieres cá...-Disse ele a sorrir. Dirigi-me até ele fazendo com que ficássemos a poucos centímetros de distancia.
-E agora já me podes dizer?- Disse eu a sorrir.
-Depende..-Disse ele
-Do quê?
-Disto...-Disse ele beijando-me de seguida. It was the most wonderful kiss that i've ever had in my life. He grab gently my waist and i gently moved my hands to his hair in order to touch  his hair, but suddenly i remembered that he had "the thing" hidden behind his back...while kissing him i moved my hand from his hair in order to grab what he had hidden...
- Ah Ah, got it!!!!-Disse eu quebrando o beijo.- Vamos lá ver o que trouxeste...- Disse eu afastando-me dele e abrindo o saco.
-Era suposto ser surpresa..-Disse ele a sorrir.
-OH MY GOD!!!- Gritei eu.- Eu. Amo. Estes. Chocolates!..Como sabias que eram os meus preferidos ?
-Eu sei tudo sobre ti...-Disse ele pondo o braço dele á volta da minha cintura.
-Really...So, what is my favorite food..?
-Pizza..?
That's right!- eu disse a sorrir.-E que tal se tomassemos o pequeno almoço, porque estou cheia de fome..-Disse eu sentando-me
Toma-mos o pequeno almoço e fomos para a sala ver televisão...
-Esqueci-me dos chocolates na cozinha...Vou lá buscá-los.-Disse eu levandando-me do sofa indo em direcçao á cozinha. Peguei nos chocolates e fiquei a pensar se aquilo significava alguma coisa. Estou tão confusa que não sei se ele fez isto para me agradar ou por aquilo que acconteceu ontem...
Entretanto a campainha toca...
-Eu abro..- Disse ele. Fui até á porta ver quem era...
-JONH??? What you... How did you.. How did you find my house and... -Disse eu aterrorisada e ficando atras do Harry agarrando a t-shirt dele..
-Is that you're ex boyfriend..? Perguntou o Harry
Yes...-Disse eu baixinho.
Hey, don't be afraid, i won't hurt you anymore..-Disse o Jonh.
No you won't cause if you do i'll...-
-Harry calm down...-Interrompi eu.
-Probably i came in a bad day...-Disse o Jonh.-I just came to say that i own you apologies for what happened, and i want you to move on and be happy with you're boyfriend..
-He's not my boyfriend...-Disse eu, mas mais cedo ou mais tarde iria saber que estava enganada.
-Oh...Sorry. But i just wanted to tell you that i'm really sorry for  what i did to you and i hope you find you're true love like i did. This is my fianceé... -Disse ele apondando para uma rapariga loira, alta (mais alta do que eu) e magra...
-Hi! i'm Elena-Disse ela sorrindo.
-Hi...-Disse eu
-Now we have to go.-Disse ele
-Wait! What about the message that you send me yesterday?What was that all about?- Perguntei eu.
-Oh, sorry about that..I had a fight with Elena yesterday and the message was for her. And when i saw that i send it to you i decided to come here to apologise you...-Disse ele
-Oh, Okay..Apologies accepted than....-Disse eu
.-Great. Now we have to go, we have a plain to catch to France.
-Amm, Okay. Good luck with you're future life with Elena..-Disse eu tentando mostrar que estava bem, mas não estava..
-Thank you.I wish you the same to you and....
-Harry- Disse o Harry.
-Yeah, i wish you both an happy life.
-Thanks...-Disse eu.
-Now we have to go.. Bye-Disse o Jonh e foi-se embora.
-Bye..-Disse eu fechando a porta de seguida...
-Why are you crying...?-Perguntou-me o Harry.
-Because i thought that everything was going well in my life and now.. It's just.. I can't ...
-Look..-Disse ele levantando a minha cara com os dedos dele..-You don't have to worrie about that. He's gone from your life, and you can be happy now. Now you have all the reasons to be happy...-Disse ele limpando as lagrimas que caiam.
-I know... But i feel unconfortable with that... I still have feelings for him...And i'm confused...
-Come here...-Disse ele puxando-me contra ele e dando me um abraço bem forte como se não houvesse amanha.
-You will be happy, i'll guarantee you.- Disse ele.


Entretanto o Niall, a Hannah, o Louis, a Inês, a Sam, o Zayn, a Lori e o Liam chegam a casa...
-Hello !! -Disse o Louis entrando em casa e fazendo com que eu e o Harry nos afastasse-mos.
-Hai!!- Disse o Harry dando um abraço ao Louis.
-Hi Em how are you? - Perguntou o Zayn fechando a porta.
-Hi, I'm... Good.-Disse eu com um falso sorriso.
 -Então como correu a noite?- perguntei eu.
-Correu bem, depois de voçes terem ido embora nós fomo-nos deitar. E voçes o que fizeram..?-Perguntou a Inês.
-Nada de mais...Tambem nos fomos deitar quando chegamos...-Disse eu. - Lori, eu preciso de falar contigo... A sós...
-Sim claro, vamos para o meu quarto...-Disse ela subindo as escadas em direcçao ao quarto, e eu segui-a enquanto o Harry fixava os olhos dele nos meus...
#Já no quarto...#
-Então o que se passa?-Perguntou ela fechando a porta.
-O Jonh veio cá hoje de manhã...-Disse eu.
 -A serio? Mas ele fez-te mal??-Perguntou ela sentando-se ao pé de mim.
-Não, ele veio cá pedir-me desculpa por tudo o que me fez e pela mensagem de ontem...-Disse eu.
-Ahh, então foi por isso que ontem sairam sem nenhuma explicaçao... Mas que mensagem foi essa...?-Perguntou ela.
-Ele madou-me uma mensagem que era suposto ser para a noive dele, a dizer que " me vinha buscar e que se eu dissesse alguma coisa a alguem que me fazia mal"... E quando ele reparou que a mensagem foi enviada para mim e não para ela, ele decidiu vir cá pedir-me desculpa...-Disse eu.
-E como estás...?- Perguntou ela.
-Aliviada, confusa, e ...
-E....
-E não sei o que pensar... Eu ainda sinto alguma coisa por ele... Tipo ele foi a primeira pessoa que conheci em Londres e nós automaticamente tivemos uma quimica... Mas por outro lado há...
-O Harry...-Interropeu ela..
-Sim....-Disse eu olhando para o anel que o Jonh me tinha dado e perguntando a mim mesma se aquele anel ainda fazia sentido estar no meu dedo.
-Olha...-Disse ela levantado a minha cabeça.- Só tu podes saber o que sentes; Só tu e mais ninguem pode perceber o teu coração; E eu sei que o Harry estará sempre a teu lado no matter what...-Disse ela sorrindo no final da frase.
-Sim eu sei, mas eu estou tão confusa...
-Vá diz lá o que aconteceu mais....-Disse ela sabendo que se passava mais alguma coisa.
#Taking a deep breath#
-Ontem quando viemos para casa.... E e ele... Nós durmimos juntos...-Disse eu com um pequeno sorriso.
-Really???? OH MY GOD!; That is so... Awesome-Disse ela.
-I know what you're thinking, and no we didn't had sex..-Disse eu.
-Ao menos dormis-te com ele...-Disse ela.-Fico tão contente!-
-Sim... Pois mas não fiques...Porque não sei se o que eu sinto por ele é só uma amizade especial ou amor...-Disse eu.
-Claro que é amor; E eu sei que ele tambem gosta de ti...-Disse ela.
-Achas?- Disse eu.- È que eu não me quero envolver com ele sabendo que ele não sente nada por mim.. Já  bastou o Jonh...
-Claro que sim; E tu tambem gostas dele só que não queres admitir. Sim eu sei que estás confusa, mas segue o teu coração uma vez na vida.-Disse ela. (Acho que tenho de fazer o que o meu coração me diz e esquecer o que a minha cabeça me diz para fazer, or else i'll lose him...)
-Sim eu sei mas....
-Mas nada... Vais agora mesmo ter com ele e dizes o que sentes por ele. Se não o fizeres eu mesma vou chamá-lo...
-Não é preciso...- Disse alguem familiar cujo a voz não me era estranha...Quando me virei para ver quem era...Era ele; Era o Harry... Pergunto-me o que é que ele estava ali a fazer, e se ele tinha ouvido a conversa toda...OMG.. ELE PROVAVELMENTE OUVIU TUDO!!!
-Oh, não foi preciso ir chamá-lo, ele veio sozinho.. Eu vou lá para baixo.. Até já...-Disse ela saindo do quanrto e deixando-me sozinha com ele... Ugh! Quanto mais eu evito situaçoes nervosas, mais elas veem ter comigo...
-So...How are you?- Perguntou ele sentando-se ao pé de mim.
-Now... Nervous...- Disse eu.. (Porque é que vieste agora... Eu tinha de ter tempo para preparar o meu "discurso")
-Nervous..? Do i make you nervous?- Perguntou ele a sorrir.
-Yes you do... And don't ask me why because i don't know the answer...-Disse eu levantando-me da cama. Mas senti que algo me estava a impedir de seguir em frente.. Era ele, Ele estava a agarrar a minha mão...
-Is it because you like me and you don't want to admit it?
-Maybe...-Disse eu voltando-me para ele fazendo com que ficasse á frente dele.
-Is it because... You don't now if i like you and you don't know what to do...?
-Yes... You know what... Forget it, i now you don't like me and you are doing this because of what happened me...- Disse eu dirigindo-me até á porta do quarto para me ir embora. ( Okay, fui um bocado bruta com ele, mas eu não sei o que fazer...)
-No i'm not..-Disse ele fazendo com que eu não abrisse a porta.- I like you Emily and i want you like i never wanted anyone...-Disse ele dirigindo-se até mim.
-You are saying that just to keep me in this room but i'll not stay...- Disse eu abrindo a porta.
-Wait!- Disse ele agarrando me no braço.- Don't you get it that i love you and i want you, and all you do is to follow your head instead of following your heart?
-I'm afraid of losing the one i love if i say "yes i love you"- Disse eu olhando directamente nos olhos dele.
-You won't lose me, because i love you and i know you love me...-Disse ele. Eu podia ver atraves dos olhos dele que ele estava a dizer a verdade...
-You don't have to be afraid of love just because he betrayd you...-Disse ele levantando a minha cabeça com a mão dele...
-I love you...-Disse eu baixinho olhando nos olhos dele.
-I love you too...-Disse ele olhando nos meus olhos e aproximando-se de mim. Já a poucos centimetros...
-Is this what you really want...?- Perguntou ele.
-Yes.-Disse eu beijando-o de seguida. Like the first kiss but always different. Eu podia sentir as mãos dele a percorrerem o meu tronco. Definitivamente senti arrepios.
-Do you want to be my girlfriend?- Sussurrou ele qubrando o beijo.
-Do you want to be my boyfriend?- Sussurrei eu.
-Yes.- Disse ele olhando me nos olhos e esperando pela minha resposta.
-Yes i want.-Disse eu a sorrir. Finalmente dei ouvidos ao meu coração e esqueci o que a minha cabeça me dizia. Depois de eu ter dito que sim, ele beijou-me, pegou-me ao colo e levou-me para o quarto dele, e trancou a porta...
-Harry...Promise you'll stay with me?...
-Oh you don't have to ask me.You know you're all that I live for. You know I'd die just to hold you. I've always been right behind you. Now I'll always be right beside you....-Disse ele enquanto me olhava nos olhos...
-You are all i wanted in my life...-Disse eu aproximando-me dos labios dele.-And i want to be with you for the rest of my life...-Sussurrei eu....

'By:Rita'